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  “As you should,” she said, sounding less than enthusiastic about it.

  Together he and the lady watched the door close, sealing them inside the library alone. Alex braced his elbows on the chair arms and clasped his fingers together. “Your brother is a fine young man,” he offered in an attempt at conversation.

  “He’s a fine young idiot and nearly broke my father’s heart,” she replied succinctly, thumbing rapidly through the book in her lap. “If he had died, I would never have forgiven him. I suppose I must thank you for preventing that.”

  Alex cleared his throat, uncertain what to say next. She had a sharp tongue, this one. “Then I suppose I must say that you’re welcome.”

  She flicked one hand toward the wheels of his chair. “How long are you condemned to that?”

  He concealed his surprise. The minx was straightforward if nothing else. “Until I find crutches to fit me.”

  “And how long on the crutches?” she asked brusquely.

  Damn the woman. People rarely asked such a thing of a person in his fix. But he answered her rudeness honestly. “Until I can walk without them.”

  She blew out an impatient breath. “You know very well what I mean. What do the doctors say?”

  “That I’ll never walk,” he admitted. “But they’re wrong.”

  Her sudden smile was wry and humorless. “They say I will. And they’re also wrong.”

  His gaze flew to her legs which were well concealed, of course, by the soft red wool of her skirts. The toes of her small matching leather slippers peeked out from beneath the hem. Side by side, her feet perched motionless on a green velvet pillow with gold tassels.

  “Riding accident,” she explained with a sigh.

  His heart sank inside his chest. “I’m so sorry,” he said sincerely.

  She nodded and gave a small shrug. “Well, what happened to you?”

  “Bullet caught me just above the knee at Salamanca back in July. They set the bone, but the muscles were damaged. Infection set in. Almost lost the whole thing ten days after they set it, but your brother persuaded the surgeon to take time to treat it instead of lopping it off. Bribed him, too, I believe, though he won’t admit to that.”

  She inclined her pretty head and pursed her lips as if studying him for a while. “Do you know why he brought you here?”

  Alex shrugged. “He has some strange notion he owes me. I think it bothers him, so I thought I would humor him for a few weeks.”

  She closed her eyes, sighed and shook her head. “No, no, no, that’s not it.”

  “What other reason could he have?”

  “He brought you for me,” she said wearily, then quickly added, “but he won’t admit to that, either, so you needn’t bother to protest to him.”

  Alex smiled at her outrageous assumption. “And why would any man in his right mind even think to protest?”

  She didn’t seem at all offended by his sarcasm. “I can see that you don’t believe me,” she said, a hint of dry humor in her voice. “But I know my meddling little brother better than he knows himself. I recognized that look in his eyes when he left us in here alone.”

  “You have a delightfully warped imagination,” he told her politely.

  She wriggled uncomfortably, then settled herself. “Well, I suppose you would doubt he’s capable of such a thing. However, I must confide to you that Michael spent the better part of his school years dragging home friends and attempting to match me up.”

  Alex frowned down at her legs. “How long ago did this happen to you? He never mentioned it to me.”

  She brushed her hands over her skirts, then clamped her fingers around her book as if to still them. “A scant two months before Michael left us. That would make it eight months, two weeks and four days ago, but who’s counting?”

  “You are, obviously. So this matchmaking of his is not a result of…” Meaningfully, he glanced at her legs again.

  She scoffed. “No. You have the dubious distinction of being the first nonambulatory candidate he has presented. I will concede he has always attempted to choose carefully.”

  “So, should we tie the knot and roll through life together in our Bath chairs?”

  Her eyes flew wide.

  “A jest,” he assured her with a grin. “Don’t you ever laugh? How else have you borne that brother of yours?”

  She did laugh then, and Alex joined her. That was how her father and brother found them.

  Alex was ready to kill Michael the next time he got within reach. But for now he hid his frown and winked at Amalie. The sight of her dimples provided his reward for enduring this farce.

  “Well!” Michael crowed. “You two certainly are getting on famously! Somehow I knew you would.” He looked to his father, probably for his approval.

  The baron frowned from Alex to his daughter and back again, distinctly uncomfortable and at an obvious loss for words. Worried, was he?

  Alex wondered how the man would tactfully explain to Michael in their presence that this would be a match from hell? His only daughter and a crippled ex-soldier who was a Scot to boot? It should prove interesting.

  Alex wondered if the hired coach was still outside resting the team and whether he could get to the damned thing without a push. There was no place on earth he’d rather not be right now, save a battlefield or the presence of his mother-in-law.

  Chapter Two

  Amalie had recovered from her mirth enough to notice the muscle ticking in the Scottish captain’s jaw. He played well at hiding his anger and kept his wits about him. Knowing firsthand how difficult that was, she admired it enormously.

  He was a handsome fellow. More than that, really. He seemed imbued with strength of character, if she was not mistaken, and was certainly blessed with a ready sense of humor. He had remained congenial even though she had purposely offended him with her questions to see how he would react. She had seen compassion and understanding, rather than pity, in those deep green eyes of his. Of course, he would know what pity was like and must hate it, too.

  If she could enlist his aid, she meant to teach that misguided brother of hers a lesson or two. Didn’t she have enough to endure without putting up with Michael’s machinations?

  Feigning a short fit of coughing, she motioned across the room to where decanters were set out with brandy and sherry. As she knew he would, Michael dashed over to pour her a glass. Her father followed to get one of his own, another predictable occurrence.

  While they were occupied, Amalie leaned closer to the captain, her hand hiding a whisper. “Play this out with me. Father will have Michael’s head on a plate.”

  He gave her a doubtful look, then an infinitesimal nod.

  Michael brought her brandy by mistake and she gulped it down, hissing delicately at the bite. She cleared her throat. “You will never guess what has happened!”

  Her brother smiled in question, looking from her to the captain and back again.

  Amalie reached over and held out her hand to their guest. There was nothing for him to do but take it in his. “Captain Napier has agreed to take me off the shelf.”

  Her father choked on his brandy. Michael looked non-plussed with the precipitous success of his scheme. The Scot held his smile. But she could hear his teeth grind. She bared her own teeth at him. “Isn’t it wonderful? Love at first sight.”

  “Here now! What’s this?” Her father had regained his voice. “He only got here a few moments ago. You don’t even know the fellow!”

  Amalie turned her lips down in a pout and made the lower one tremble. “But Michael brought him for me all the way from the peninsula. I like him and I want to keep him.”

  Her father blanched perfectly white and even Michael looked appalled at the swiftness of her decision.

  She pressed on. “I’ve already promised him my whole inheritance from Grandmama, half the estate when we inherit, and—best of all—he’s bringing me his three natural children to raise for my own. Their mothers won’t mind, he says, f
or we can install them somewhere in the village.”

  Her father gaped.

  She went on, fabricating to her heart’s content. “Since we can live right here with you, there should be plenty of help with little ones. Please, please, Father, don’t say no. Mother will be delighted with grandchildren!”

  In fact, Mother was so disinterested in children, she had paid only scant attention to her own. She was not even down here now, welcoming the one who had just survived a war.

  The Scot squeezed her hand until she felt the knuckles grind together. Her father sputtered helplessly. Michael’s eyes were wide, panicked, darting from her to their father. This was too entertaining.

  Michael rushed to suggest, “Amie, perhaps you should consider—”

  “What, brother? What’s to mull over that you haven’t thought out?” she demanded, trying to retain a cheerful tone. “Surely you considered every detail when choosing him? How much more suitable could he be, I ask you?” She flung out her free hand as if to present the man as the greatest prize imaginable. “Just look at him!”

  “Just look at us,” the Scot echoed, surprising her. “Matching bookends.”

  The underlying tone of his voice warned her to cease before he lost his temper completely. But Michael’s face was a study in scarlet perplexity and their father was now eyeing her brother with an urge to throttle. She added one more little plea. “Please, Papa?”

  At length, her father dragged his attention from the errant Michael and fastened it on her. Suddenly his face softened and his tight lips relaxed into a sad smile of sympathy. No, pure pity.

  Oh, dear! Amalie’s heart stuttered. Don’t say it, Father! Do not! Her silent plea went unheard. She had overplayed her hand.

  “Of course, my darling girl. You may have anything your heart desires. You deserve it.”

  The Scot leveled her with a glare that promised retribution for this attack of insanity. She bit her lip and wrinkled her nose at him, but she had a feeling a look of apology would not be sufficient in this case.

  Michael dusted his hands together. “Well, glad that’s settled! I shall go and fetch Mother.”

  Oh, no!

  “Wait!” Amalie cried, throwing out her hand as if she could grasp his coat. He stopped and turned, eyebrows raised in innocent query.

  She bit her lip, her glance skipping from him, to her father and finally to their guest. “Please.” Her voice almost a whisper, she lowered her eyes and sighed. “This was only a jest meant to lesson you in meddling, Michael.”

  But that wasn’t the worst of the matter. “Captain Napier, I do apologize for abusing your good nature in such an abominable way.”

  Her father’s color returned. He rocked heel to toe for a few seconds, then hesitantly asked the captain, “Did she make up that part about the children and your…The mothers?”

  The Scot lowered his face to his hand and pinched the bridge of his nose. He shook his head slowly as if at a loss in dealing with Bedlamites. “A fabrication, to be sure,” he said. “I do have one son, but he’s quite legitimate.”

  “Legitimate?” Michael croaked, clutching his chest. “Never say it! You’re married?”

  Captain Napier glanced up swiftly, still shaking his head. “No. My wife…passed away.”

  Widowed. Amalie felt terrible. “Do say you forgive me, sir. This was a horribly thoughtless thing for me to do. I had no idea…”

  “I know,” the captain said, not looking at her, but at the floor. “I’ll have a brandy now if it’s convenient.”

  They’d forgotten to offer him a drink! Michael and her father almost collided in their haste to reach the decanter.

  Napier graced her with a dangerous look of warning as he spoke in a dark whisper, “If I were not confined to this chair, I would take you over my knee.”

  She bobbed her head up and down, noting how his deep green eyes glinted and his expressive lips turned up just a bit at the corners. It was in no way a smile. More like exasperation.

  “I’ve confessed, sir,” she told him earnestly. “What more could you ask of me?”

  His lips firmed. His nostrils flared ever so slightly with an indrawn breath. Then he spoke. “I’d ask if you’re lying about everything. I happened to notice you just moved your feet.”

  Alex had felt an overpowering need to lash out, to hurt someone, just because he’d been humiliated. Now, brandy in hand, his temper cooled somewhat, he hated whatever had possessed him.

  She hadn’t answered his cruel question, but he had not expected she would. If she was pretending, it was certainly no business of his. And if she wasn’t, he had gained her enmity for life.

  Just because she had moved her feet did not mean she was capable of walking. What had he been thinking? He could move his, too, but still could not depend on that left leg to support him.

  Michael had taken a chair across from him and now appeared to be searching his mind for a way to explain his sister’s strange behavior.

  The baron had left the room—glad to get away, Alex imagined—and had gone to fetch the baroness. He wondered if she were as daft as the rest of the family.

  “Has Dr. Raine been down from London recently, Amie? Is there any improvement in your condition?” Michael asked his sister.

  “No change,” she said, her tone defensive. “He should be here the day after tomorrow for his monthly visit.”

  Michael gave a resigned nod, then addressed Alex. “I should like him to see you, too, when he comes. See what he thinks. Raine is the best available. Father saw to that when Amie was injured.”

  That was all Alex needed, another opinion, when he was clinging so desperately to the only positive one thus far. His own. “Thank you, but—”

  “Don’t bother refusing,” Michael warned. “You know I shall only wear you down.”

  Alex gave it up. He would talk to the doctor to placate Michael. Nothing more than a conversation. No examinations. No arguments.

  “If you insist, I’ll see him.”

  Michael jumped up and headed for the door. “Wonderful! I’ll bring his letters of recommendation from Father’s study.”

  “What’s the worst Raine could tell you, hmm?” Amalie asked.

  Alex turned on her, his anger flaring anew. “You’ve the devil of a tongue on you, you know that? If you’ve any feeling in that backside of yours, it ought to be made use of!”

  “That’s the second time you’ve suggested such,” she retorted with a moue of feigned fright. “You’d cane a poor cripple?”

  “Leave off,” he growled. “This sniping serves no purpose.”

  She tossed him an insincere smile. “Oh, but it does, Captain. It serves to distract us.”

  He leveled her with a glare. “You are a spoiled, self-indulgent excuse for a lady if I ever met one. Is that all you do all day? Sit around throwing verbal darts at anyone who wanders by?”

  She inclined her head as if considering the question in new light. “I suppose I do. It passes the time. That’s bad of me, I know.”

  “Have you even tried to stand?” he asked, surprising himself with his own directness.

  Her humor, black as it was, fled on the instant. “Yes, of course I have.” Her voice sounded so small.

  “You make me want to kick myself,” he muttered.

  “Now there’s a picture!”

  Alex smiled in spite of himself. He just didn’t know what to make of this person. He began to suspect she harbored exactly the same frustrations he did, only she had endured them longer. And she seemed to have lost her hope, something he was terribly afraid of doing himself. He suddenly realized a deep-seated need to help this girl despite the fact that she nettled him so mercilessly.

  “So, tell me of this doctor of yours,” he said by way of turning the subject.

  “Oh, Raine’s pleasant enough when you say what he wants to hear, I suppose. He’s not overly fond of me, as you might imagine.”

  “He expects too much of you, eh?” Alex guessed.


  She slipped into a thoughtful mood, laying her brittleness aside for the nonce. “Yes, he does. He brought this Amazon with him not long after he began treating me. Magda, she’s called. Frightful woman. She pummels and stretches my limbs unmercifully each day. Twice! It’s quite painful.”

  “I see. Then you do have feeling in your…limbs.” He smiled again. Legs were not mentioned in polite company. He should have remembered that earlier. Neither were backsides.

  “Tremendous feeling,” she admitted with a grimace. “Though no action at all.” Her curiosity got the better of her. “You?”

  “I work the muscles as often as I can now that the bone’s healed. Hurts less now than it did.”

  “Truly?” Her interest aroused, she queried further. “How can you do that alone?”

  “Have to,” he explained patiently. “You see, if the muscles atrophy—and I suspect that’s why your Amazon is so avid in her task—there’s no chance you’ll ever regain the strength to use them.”

  “Mine must have atrophied then,” she said in a quiet voice, as though speaking to herself. “They’re of no use whatsoever. Perhaps Dr. Raine and Magda began too late with me.”

  “Let me see,” he demanded, his former training over-ruling any thought to impropriety.

  Her eyes rounded with shock. “Sir! How dare you suggest such a thing?”

  Alex scoffed. “Spare me the hysterics. I’m a trained physician. It’s not as if I’ve never seen a woman’s legs before. Lift your skirts.” Meanwhile, he busied himself with the wheels of his chair, arcing them so that he faced her, knee to knee.

  “You’re a doctor?” she asked, frowning. “Seriously?”

  Alex finished lifting her skirts halfway up her thighs, employing the swiftness and businesslike manner imperative in examining a female patient. “Not so seriously these days, but I trust I can still recognize a withered limb when I see one.” His gaze traveled over the smooth ivory skin of her legs while his hands judged the amount of slackness of tendon and muscle beneath it.

  “Quadriceps femoris seems firm,” he muttered, reaching beneath her leg. She jumped and made a little sound. “That hurt?”